Tuesday, November 26, 2013

The Family and the Cake

X is enjoying his chocolate cake.

Y is munching his strawberry cake.

Z is eating his blackforest cake.

All three of them are satisfied and felt happy with their cakes.

Then, they wanted the others to try their favourite cake.

X refused the others.

Y said no.

Z still prefers his own cake.

"Chocolate cake is the only one!"

"No, strawberry flavour is the best!"

"You two should try and indulge yourselves into my blackforest cake!"

Obviously, none tried the others' cakes.

Thus, the family lives in quite an awkward state.

If you believe that your cake tasted the best, stick with it, and have faith with it. It's your pride, it's your beliefs. But if it happens that the scent of some other types of cake wafted through your nose, please be considerate. The house is not meant for one type of cake only. After that, do feel free to inspect the scent and get to know more about others' cakes. You may even want to try their cakes if you want to. They are most probably, willing to share.

The family will live happier if every member understands others' cakes.

It is nigh impossible to blend every types of flavour and create one 'new' cake.

But you will also be happy if I know chocolate cake doesn't go well with fish nuggets.

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Week 9

"Hari Raya will be coming soon... I wanna go home too!!!"

Yep, i thought of that, because one of my show-off friend said she(IT'S A SHE!!!)will be having a two- weeks-long holiday during the Raya... awww :(

But... just face it, I won't be doing anything much at home too, even though i miss it.

Tests are a zillion of difference from the first one, it's... hard.
Again, a but. When I thought of it, I realised something.

Overconfidence.

Yea, one of my lecturers said something like this: whether you want or not, uni's life pace is getting faster and faster. You have to learn more things in shorter times when semesters passed by. So, keep up the speed.

Own tempo won't work, because it's not YOUR university. It's not your father's uni also thou...

What can we do? Train ourselves to be able to adopt the current "metagame"?

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Recently, one senior contacted me, he said he needed me.
Then I made one hard decision between true and false.
If Henry.answer.yes = true, future.event = "???"
Else
Henry.answer.yes = false, future.event = "???"

Possible answers of true = holidays burnt, meet local pros, have tons of work, actually learnt something out of the book, etc
Possible answers of false = miss one golden chance, can go back during semester break, can join the game instead, etc

Study more about me? I selected "true" :\
C if you know what my plan thou~

But I do agree with one vital point.
You don't really have to know something in order to do it, because you know nothing when you was born.
Eventually, you will be doing what you are supposed to do, either to yourselves or to the community. It's always worth trying before you decide :)

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I need resolutions within me, please come to me.


Tuesday, July 10, 2012

DAMN

It's been quite some time, and now it's already week 6... yep, time flies without anyone noticing it.

Ooh, week 6 of my university life, interesting......

At the first week, frankly speaking, i felt a little "ahead" of most students because of my so-called good SPM result... being proud of it, in fact, a little over-proud of it. Family and friends have high hope on me, even myself are the same, aiming for nothing short of first class honors. 

Weeks onward, reality defies my assumption.

Yup, it's a really great mistake for me to think like that. Because of that, my overconfidence began to grow... until harder and harder stuffs keeps popping out like maggots.

Nothing was ever the same.

There's too much that SPM didn't cover... not just academic knowledge, but there's others.

Assignment waves came, and it scanned our abilities within, whether is social skills, leadership skills, and whatsoever.

BUT, there is one single, most important thing that i saw...

WE STAND ON OUR GROUND, LOOKING MATTERS ONLY IN OUR OWN STAND

Everyone had their own point of view that they want to share. Some act as audiences, some act as actors.
*Audiences* may be those who listen carefully what you said, follow the orders that you gave, or just those that don't really give a damn.
*Actors* may be those who really manage workloads equally, doing their part enthusiastically, or just doing own shits and claim the assignment is HIS/HER piece of work.

We live for a reason, and that makes us who we are.
Unless you are genetically modified/copied, there won't be any duplicates in a group/team.
Everyone is different, that makes everyone is special in their own way, and had the ability on different aspects.

Why don't we share the pain, share the gain? Why we should do things ourselves? 

Those who don't give a damn, they have the right to be given a chance or a damn. The choice is theirs to choose, right? We will get to know our group member better for each passing day... and since we will be standing on our own ground, the 'don't give a damn' person/people would be different.

I may be the 'don't give a damn' guy, You may be the 'don't give a damn' guy, he/she/it may be the same 'don't give a damn' guy.

YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN TO THIS? I'LL MAKE YOU GIVE ME A DAMN, IN MY OWN DAMN WAY, YEAH THAT'S HOW IT SHOULD BE DONE AND IT'S MORE LIKE IT.

Mid-term is coming in few more hours and I WASN'T GIVING IT A DAMN AT FIRST. But, they GAVE ME A BIG BIG DAMN THAT THREATENS ME WITH A LOGIC GATE QUESTION
Give a damn to it: SCORE HIGHER
Don't give a damn to it: SCORE LOWER

I give a damn to my aim, which is to get >3.67GPA, so i can only choose to GIVE A DAMN to that f***ing tests.
I give a damn to my marks in other aspects, so do you think should i give a damn to those who didn't give a damn?
I give a damn to gain more knowledge, so do you think i would give a damn for those who want to grab knowledge on their own?

NOBODY WILL BE LEFT OUT, NOBODY WILL BE LEAVING OTHERS OUT.

THE DAMN IS YOURS TO GIVE, OR YOURS TO KEEP.

Friday, May 25, 2012

我的过往,我的未来

多久了啊... 算了。

据说2012会有世界末日, 我刚刚考完SPM就要给我GG? 不行不行!
所以,我决定等待2013的太阳升起,告诉自己我活过了世界末日。

等成绩的那几个月,我为我自己找到了份临时工,体验到了一些新事物,学习到了一些新东西,也掌握到了一些新知识。

在那儿啊... 还好吧,但是我领悟到了一件事: 世上真的没有人喜欢自己的老板。 没办法啊... 为了钱,就是要向别人低头,听别人的指示,做事。 自己就算是有多么不愿意, 也必须做下去。

没做工的日子嘛,真的是像王子这样,吃饱睡,不然就online,好不清闲。 所以... 自然也没有什么好补充的~

3月21日,我拿成绩的那一天。

对了,我的成绩嘛~~~

BM: A- (我吓到的成绩,因为我真的认为我能拿最少A的成绩回来的, 我还甚至把期望自己的BM可以拿A+ ><)
BI: A+ , GCE O-Level: A1(嗯,没有的话我会崩溃吧... 10科里面最拿手的了~ 期望很高)
BC: A- (还算满意啦... 因为历年来华文很难拿A, A+更是不用提了...)
Maths: A+ (另外一科有自信的科目,也是期望高,幸亏达到了... huhu )
AddMaths: A+ (哇!哇!哇!我form4时的Addmaths总平均是FAIL的咧!感恩!)
Sej & Moral: A (这两科是贝多芬的啦... 所以... 还好咯~)
Bio: A-(老实说,我很满意了!Paper 2我不会一半咧!)
Fzk: A (不是很满意... 因为好多人都说fizik是三颗science里面最容易A+了的)
Chem: A+ (OK啦~ 没有辜负老师~~~ haha ^^)

10A,人家挂在口上的好成绩,拿到了... 然后?
Matric? 没有我的份,JPA我是不敢指望啦~ 但我想要的Matric... haiz
拿不到!拿不到!HAIZ, 好down...

人生嘛... 一关闯一关,轮到处理一大堆文件的时候了。
所谓的“准备工作”,就是东奔西跑,要求这个那个,单单是找Mr.Lim签名都去了学校3-5次 ><
完成后,真的是... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,爽!

但是...

这也表示...

我要离开了...

我离开家乡的时间...

就只剩下8个小时左右...(以我打这篇文章的时间来算)

说真的,我会期待大学生活,但我也会想家。
这就是我不期望出国的原因吧... 我会想家...

在家里,三餐温暖,又有家人陪伴,有洗衣机,有热水澡,有自己的一间房间(还有电视机的)

不过在学校,我觉得我会变得自立。 不会有人帮我洗衣、晒衣、收衣。不会有人煮饭给我吃。不会有人帮我一直看头看尾。

这翅膀,总是要硬起来。

亲人,总会离去。

所以,我并没有不学会自立的理由。

未来,绝对不会像现在那么好过... 不会让我们有能力说要买名牌就买名牌,不会一伸手就有钱拿、有饭吃。

未来,绝对是一个更加强调弱肉强食的世界,要生存,有时候甚至需要不择手段。这是人生。 这不是童话世界,不是儿童小说,没有恶人肯定遭到报应的道理。没有邪不能胜正的道理。 要生存,就要变强。要变强,就要先学会自立。

人人都讨厌多面人,但其实人人都是多面人,变脸已经不是四川的专利了。

我也是时候,该把吃喝玩乐的少年脸孔收起,戴上未上完色的社会脸孔了。

毕竟,我已经18岁了。家展他,18岁了。

Friday, December 30, 2011

2011

自从2011一开始,我就知道我的人生不一样了。
升上中五的使命,就只是为了要考好SPM。除了SPM还是只有SPM。

现在... SPM走了... 2011也要走了,2012也靠近了。

之前还想嘛... SPM剩下10个月!!!
不久后... 半年考过了,再过一阵子连预试都过了。
就连真正的考试,也悄悄地走过了。
时间,就是这样悄悄地流逝掉。

我,不再是中五生。
我还有全新的生活在等着我。
读了11年(不算幼儿园)的书... 若2012真的是世界末日,我接受不到。
所以,我决定等待2013的太阳升起。

2011
目前的我~~~
不知道为什么... 竟然有人说我这张像小孩子 ><''
这应该是年头的我吧(还未卸任时~)
呵呵... 光头, 阿兵头哥(淑双这样称呼过的吧~)

两张照片,看得出的是... 我头发长了~
智慧应该也长了... 但高度... T.T
不懂啊~ 我好想没有什么高到的 =(
年头和年尾,高度好想都没查 @@
难道说,我是早发育的?所以就早停止发育? 我不甘啊~ 啊啊啊!!!

2011,写完这篇就是今年的第100篇blogpost了。
再加上之前的2xx篇... woo,原来我写了那么多啊 O.O
真是的... 好多好多的东西都给我写到了
什么酸甜苦辣啦~ 什么屌谁谁谁啦~ 什么大事小事啦~
甚至是爱恨情仇、肉麻得很的事都写了 ==
我还真是... 称得上是个乱七八糟(er hem,其实是别具风味)的作者啊~ LOL

发生了这么多事,各位是否依然安然无恙?
我现在人还很好~ 而且我相信我会越来越好 ^^
希望大家也一样,抱着积极的态度面对生活哟~ 嘻嘻

说到各种事...
这... 是命运吗? 是上天的安排?(我不是很信天意)
我比较相信的是... 巧合。
遇见你,也是巧合弄出来的缘分吧~ =)

2011年,我成功看完了第一部动漫——《家庭教师REBORN!》

看动漫... 有时觉得很假,有时却觉得自己多么希望能像他们...
有时我会想... 我的大空戒指几时会发出死气之火焰呢?
我几时才能有双手套,保护我至亲的人呢?
难道... 我的觉悟不够吗? 呵呵~ 看太多戏就是这样,自己会抓不住现实,往虚拟世界走。
戒指发出火焰,这是纯粹在动漫才能发生的。现实... 除非你烧了它 ==

人就是这样,别人手上的永远比较好。

如果阿纲可以看到我这样平平安安过生活,不必撑着这么大的包袱... 他也会希望他能过着我的生活,不与黑手党有任何瓜葛,成绩又比他的好(当然啦,我的成绩输阿纲的话我就可以吃草了)... 又没有六道骸、Xanxus、入江正一和白兰要对付...

呵呵... 正义的黑手党,也是只限于虚拟世界啊........................

现实世界,有哪个黑手党是正义的?
别说黑手党,连救人的警察/医生都未必是正义的。
现实就是这么丑陋,政治就是这么的黑暗。
吃Gardenia都不想吃了,我们一起改朝换代,吃Massimo面包吧~

2011年啊... 再见。 2012年,我会等你,也会倒数你的到来。

在此,我祝大家:步步高升,新年新希望,男的帅女的妙。

Monday, September 26, 2011

感言。毕业

其实长大就和驾车一样...
我们年纪越大,我们就敢在更大条的路驾车~

毕业典礼也过了... 想想看,自己是要走上哪道高速公路...

我们已经不小了~ 我们已经不小了~
毕竟毕业证书就好比在外头的一张不可或缺身份证。

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说到9月23日...

这天啊... OMFG!!!

去年看着去年的毕业生过他们的毕业典礼... 有在想:明年的今日,我们会怎样呢?
今年有国阵的kaki下来唱歌哦~ 是不是很炸?
唱得我都不懂他在唱什么... 但是还是获得了如雷的掌声。
或许... 这友族uncle给华裔带来了一份亲切感嘛~ 政治就先搁在一旁了。
当然,我还是给了他掌声。

Kho Jia Zhan,
Setiausaha Kelab Astronomi,
Pengerusi Kelab Catur,
Ketua Disiplin Kadet Bomba dan Penyelamat.

我在我人生中又做出了一个不诚实的行为。

那腰啊... 还弯得真假啊!
我个人倒觉得... 那些颁奖/颁证书的又不是盲的...
地上的X及横线又不是看不到...
难道他们不会觉得这好像是被强逼出来的礼貌吗?
虽然是有了礼貌,但谁是真的有那份诚意来把腰弯得那么够力啊?

至于冀翼这首毕业歌呢... 我的comment就是:
整体来说还ok咯~ 前面蛮不错的~ 只是最后一句我觉得不需要也可以的~
有几个部分对男生来说也蛮具有挑战性的(不容易拉到那么高音)

再补充:我只是在这儿分享我的意见... 没有轻视这首歌~
毕竟,我也未必能编曲啊!

由于敢时间啊... 我在河边街只拍了些照片 =(
但,我还是要求创新 =) 看我的FB profile picture就是了咯 xDDD

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掌声的定义,不只是用在称赞而已。
有时候,它也是带毒带刺的。

总而言之,我长大了!